Nature is resting. In this withdrawal, the body too appears less active. Yet this is only an illusion created by surface-level perception. Countless processes are unfolding in nature even now — just as countless changes are happening within the body. Like consciousness itself, resting in the current of the Whole. Life is a meeting place of paradox and apparent contradiction.
Lately, the thought of passing has been visiting me more often. There is nothing frightening in it. I would not even call it curiosity — it appears as something simple and natural, like the presence of morning light at awakening.
Alongside it arises a quiet question: is there still something for me to do here? The conventional answer would be yes — after all, I am still here. Perhaps so. Perhaps not. Another question follows: is there truly something I must still do — or do I simply want there to be something left to do?
This is not a place of drama. There is no intention of departure in me. It is simply a thought-field that belongs to a certain stage of life — the recognition that, quite realistically, more experience may already be behind me than lies ahead.
Still, the question feels valid. I sense that every true question is born from an answer not yet accessible to present awareness. It exists — but beyond the reach of the current level of knowing.
The reality of our world now feels like listening to a radio broadcast in a moving car that is slowly leaving the coverage area of a distant transmission tower. The signal begins to crackle and break apart. The once-clear message becomes fragmented. Naturally, the question arises: will there be another tower ahead? And is the receiver tuned to the new frequency — or will the broadcast fall silent?
The truth is, we cannot know.
It feels as though the answer no longer appears in concrete form, but as a new quality of trust. A trust toward existence itself — this becomes the new frequency, where everything carries its own perfectly resonant and uniquely beautiful melody.
With love,
your traveling companion
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